I finally....

I spend 3 days straight at home spending most of my time in my beloved room. Just imagine i have worked to finish, room to clean, DVD to watch, wow isn’t that too much?! Nah ah, i don’t think so babe. I just feel want to relax in my room doing nothing just watch the DVD and enjoy my beloved bed which i always miss the minute i step out from the room to work.

My future sis in law came on Saturday as she had a date with my brother. I took the opportunity to ask her when their big day is, she replied “InsAllah, will see. Hopefully soon!” Knowing my mom who have been asking me again and again when will be my turn.

Early this week i company my beloved brother Sam to buy her beloved girlfriend birthday present at the mall. I was going down the escalator when i saw my X, who left me 4 year ago. That incident makes a big change to me.

I waited that moment and finally it came. I feel wow! Seeing my x that left me with another lady, making my heart crying out loud and said “damn why I should bump into him, after 4 years?” That was terrible. But hey that was a start of a new beginning. I believe it’s time for me now, to seek for new love and create new history with someone who cares lots about me. Wonder who he is?! Remain anonymous.

He has broken my heart and makes me shut my heart so tight but then hey i am only human. Now i’m ready surely ready to finally fall in love again. If my grandpa is still around, he would be happy hearing my heart finally open and ready! Thanks to my family, my close friends & all who never stop believe in me; support me while i’m single. You all rock!