Message for B

B
It’s not that easy for me now to let you go, please give me time to do so. Slowly I promise you, I will pack and go when its time. When you told me the word “don’t call me no more & forget b”, my heart crash, tears dropped straight away!

B I know where I stand and I know who I am. You teach me a lot about life and reality. I envy you for fighting hard for the best for your life.

Like I said b, even a little love you gave me, I treasury it with my life.

Thank you for showing me the right path in life, I'm proud of you B.

B can I request one thing from you?
When its time for me to go, can you say you hate me…

Please forgive me for doing all this as honestly i cant take the heart broken just all in a sudden as i might be scared my heart will shut closely and tightly straight away and dont want to give myself the chance no more.. I hope b understand what hun meant..