Pasrah....

Message for B:-
I have make silly mistake & i know i cant erase it... i know with that mistake, u will leave me..i can feel it..i dont know how else but u ever tell me..."if that mistake ever happen, u will leave me"...i dont know how should i feel but right now, i want to cry but i dont know how and over wat shud i cry...

I guess wat the mistake its easy for u to hate me & have reason to leave me...u being silent today and i cud understand that u are mad towards yourself & try to avoid me...i accept it..IF its not because of me, it will never happen...

i dont know how else can i tell u how much im sorry but i hope you wud read my blog and read how i feel here..

Im trying to be strong but i know i wud break down and cry so badly but im excepting the fact...

Do well in your up coming game my love..i know i wont be there to support u, or maybe u wont be calling me no more or see me no more...i wud understand..

Just for you to know, i will sure miss u so much...
Lemah fikiran, badan hun today to face all this...but hun "Pasrah".....