"Guys will stay to who can keep his mind on her only”

A good friend of mine said to me the above word, “Guys will stay to who can keep his mind on her only”

From that second I realise things in a different ways. I said no before as I wasn’t ready and feel odd towards saying yes to him as he use to be my good friend’s guy. In other word I don’t want to lose him as my good friend.

Recently He told me that he’s leaving to India to attend his course there. Entah ah I feel like I will be missing him. I don’t understand why am I feeling like that.

For years my heart is shut and with his words he impresses by his mature ways. He improves over the years I would say.

I blew up a chance again I would say, he’s leaving soon. …

Gosh It’s been a while I haven’t felt like this, is this an illusion or real?

What am I suppose to say? Good luck bon voyage & take Good care or Take good care, I will miss you lots and remember me... Gee