It’s the 20th day of puasa and 10 days down before raya. I don’t feel the raya excitement yet maybe because for the past 2 years after my beloved grand dad left us, raya mean nothing to my family. We treasure puasa more. I use to remember before, every time it’s puasa time the next day, he will call us and greet us happy fasting, talk with us as he misses us so much and vice versa.
And tears run down when ever its raya, as he will call us on the night knowing tomorrow is raya, gosh the memories are to good to be forgotten easily. My mom will cry every time raya comes, I don’t know precisely what she feels inside her heart when she lost both of her parents and only have us now.
Our preparation is just simple nothing fancy. Just having our dinning hall and public toilet paint and have little decoration improvement in the living room. Oh ya, this year the theme:” Love the colour of life”.
My living room is coloured by Red & Yellow (a nice combination), toilet – orange, dining hall- blue and light yellow, and prayer room – white. The colours speak by itself and my family support us on colouring the walls with different colours. Our cutleries this year is “All White”
You know after that incident, I told and promise myself to take care of my parents no matter how no matter what. Like I use to tell my close friend, I would exchange my own life If I have to if that is the answer to make my parents happy.
If my grandparents are still alive today: - I want to tell them how much I love them both and how much I want them to be with me till the end of time. To be with everybody in my family till the end of time if possible.
I present my late grandpa & grandma with Al-Fatiah and May Allah place you both near to him, place you both in heaven, never put you near to hell, count your good deeds and forgive all your sins, Amin
To all of my friends who are reading this blog of mine, to all readers who are reading my story, I want to take the opportunity to wish you all:-
Thank you for your support and Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin, Kalau ada silap dan salah, norul minta maaf. Terkasar bahasa, kurang sopan tingkah laku, mohon maaf di pinta. Semoga raya tahun ini membawa kebahagian kepada semua. Selamat Hari Raya, datang tah ke Rumah during open hse nanti
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