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Things i dream to have....

2009-01-19T03:20:00.000-08:00

my Dream Car....Ouch lawa nya...

My dream Phone..

Shud i buy it or not ah?Im yet to make the decision....

Target for 2009

2009-01-05T16:27:00.000-08:00

My Target for 2009:-
1) Be more organised with my time (Btw Work - Life - personal)
2) Learn more to develope myself...I want to be better..
3) To fly out from Brunei...Target balik KL for raya wz my family
4) To keep updating my blog
5) To save more cash....
6) To lepak wz my gang at least twice a month
7) Join dance class back
8) Reduce MEETINGS...(trying Trying...)

What else ah? Later i update again...How abt yours?

Family Dinner at iLotus

2009-01-03T02:18:00.000-08:00

Good Bye 2008...Welcome 2009

Family Dinner at iLotus on the 1st Jan 2009...

My beloved family...where is me?hmmm...K loo tu..

My parents, sam (behind my mom), Ry (infront of my parents), Shafiq (next to my mom)

My siblings and Azim on my left handside(my beloved nephew)

Happy Faces...Happy new Yr All,,,

1..2...3... Yes lawa semua nya...

I like this picture...

COOL guys...

Party time..kuang kuang...Minum nya bandung..hahaha

2009 Looks...

Happy New Year 2009...welcome 2009

Exhausted....

2008-12-16T03:31:00.000-08:00

Im really exhausted and tired...mcm kan melatop saja nda my brain..
I really need a break..break from all...WORK (Esp), my surrounding, My Love Life..i think i need time to be alone and gather my strength back and get my brain works better dulu...

URGH i really feel exhausted la..Dont know how to think after all...

:-(

My Dec Plan 2008

2008-12-15T05:18:00.000-08:00

15 days away from new year 2009..wow cant believe it
2008 was a good year for me...and i wanna maintain it in 2009 and year after that...

What happen in 2008?
I got promoted, having someone who loves me & bought a hse...

Plan for 2009..
1) Fly to KK with the girls on the 21st Feb
2) Fly to KL by End of Feb wz my bro to buy stuffs for my 2nd bro who's getting married
3) To celebrate raya d KL...wz my family cant wait
4) To celebrate my anniversary (Dont want to say much abt it yet..will see la nanti)
5) Busy moment - My 2nd bro getting married by June..

What else?
See how it goes..

Office plan? Self Plan?
See in my next edition of my blog.....Kan tdo tah dulu

My Weekend @ Walk & Hunt

2008-12-15T04:52:00.000-08:00

Lets talk abt my weekend...Well my sunday was ok la where i spend time wz the girls at Bandar joining the BSM Walk & Hunt...

The game was ok, the question was so so damn hard babe..we give up half way where we didnt did the leg 3..but whats important we had fun..

Just imagine my baby who suppose to turn up on sunday instead turn up midnight of saturday night..salah 2am of sunday mrng actually... i was sleeping sudah when he turn up...

The silly thing i didnt told him that i have to wake up 5am..poor baby..Sorry..
Until he realise when i was making lots of noise in my room...(dont think bad ahh, he sleep at the game room) he slowly sees who's d one making the noise, rupa2 nya Me..

"why are u up so early syg?"

I feel bad of not telling him the night before...well after explaining...he was ok..

After all my weekend was ok la...Didnt win but had fun..under the HOT SUNNY SUN..
And my body was feeling so so hot after i arrive home....

Looking forward for the next year Walk & HUNT....

See Ya All....

Doubt...wondering feelings....

2008-12-05T20:27:00.000-08:00

I have this such feelings in my heart ever since...entah..
I hate such feelings where you have doubt..wondering..curious...mixed all in one..I hate it...

Why shud i have such feelings?
Probably Allah is showing or telling me something..but den entah la...

will update again later....

I Love U & Im In Love wz u...

2008-11-30T00:50:00.000-08:00

Two different meaning & Feeling on the above word..
For me u say I love u wen ever u feel like to say it...but by saying Im in LOVE wz u...it really means extra den just say i love u...
Do u agree wz me?

I love u..i wud say this everyday to my love one...
But Im in love wz u..is when the feelings is so special and pure..I cant describe it wz my words but my hearts speaks for it...

Now im in love wz my baby...
Baby i love you deep from my heart....

hehehehe

My Collection Nov 08

2008-11-30T00:26:00.000-08:00

Wah kaya ehh my darling punya money? Bie bie can i have some?;-)

My baby Azym...*Cute babe standing there...*

My display pic at subway in NY..hahaha

Ppl look at me...

Liat lah dunia, yang lawa adalah NORUL304...kuang kuang

My back pain...Ouch...

2008-11-29T23:54:00.000-08:00

Its sunday, 30th Nov...im having my back pain biasa la..*Periodzzz...*
oh well i havent been updating my blog for a while..therefore here im updating it up...Currently im working on my dell laptop which i need to get to use of the functions and the keys here...

I love d colour just dat its kind of new to me especially on the key board..kuang kuang..
I miss my baby so much la, but den he's sick in bed...Bie get well soon...Miss u...

Raya look 2008

2008-10-31T23:34:00.000-07:00

All abt US....My Close Frens...

2008-10-30T05:36:00.000-07:00

Qaqa, Me & Uncle lepak (08)...Ops baru balik keja..minum petang ..

Raya 2007

Qaqa's bday in Aug 08

Uncle & qaqa...

(Close fren ahhh bukan partner ahhh....klu interested, let me know...hehehe..)

Raya @ Hal - Qaqa & Uncle again (close fren, jgn gosip2 ahhh)

Me & Qaqa Raya 2007

US....2007..Close Frens Forever...

JJ, Ilham & Suraya ..we MISS u GUYS....

(Uncle yang ber cahaya IMAN sentiasa, Me Yg cute sentiasa jua, Qaqa yang mengancam selalu)

US 2008...

JJ, Ilham & Surya...we MISS you la Guys...

US 2008...I love this picture semua lawa, handsome and bergaya...

(Qaqa Yang Lawa, Me Yg Cute & Uncle of course yang handsome and bercahaya IMAN)

To let go feelings over Friendship...

2008-10-29T16:49:00.000-07:00

I got to know a nice guy who happen to be a good fren to me.. well as i getting to know him, my feelings grows. I know who i'm who probably not suitable for him. One of it is our age probably.. for me age is just a number.

Well what happen?
I told him how i feel and he told me how he feels but then he cant except me and told me dont put any hope on him...wow...

Well i can accept the fact and hey at least i try right...
I told him that i rather to let go the feelings than losing a fren...
But now i still lose him as he no longer msg me nor call me...nada apa la...its his choice

To you who use to be close wz me..tanx for your friendship, i really treasure it and will alwz remember the time we spend talking abt anything & everything..talking abt happy, sad & Silly moments...

To you i wish and pray may you find the one who can win your heart and be in your heart..
An advice :- 9 years of your past relationship is surely hard to forget..but life must go on and learn to let go..if you have to hurt others for their own good dont hold back, just do it as it wud get worst if u keep it to yourself....
we can make others happy but then we ought to be happy too...
"Friends to cry with hard to find, friends to laugh with is all around, but to find a fren to share all in one...one in a million..."

Office Open Hse

2008-10-23T04:27:00.000-07:00

On the 27th Oct 2008, my office will be doing open hse for all the staffs and invited guest..im one of the committee incharge of invitation and guess who game...

We are going back to 70's..hehehe
Wonder how ppl look like during that time yeah?!

Nanti i upload pictures...we in 70's

More Raya Pictures 2008

2008-10-17T22:15:00.000-07:00

Me at my uncle during his open hse..

Me & my siblings during sungkai

Me & siblings...

Me & Siblings again...

At mamet's

Raya d Labi..

My handbag for raya 2008

At mamet..pa chu, ry, sam & me...(from the left)

Me & my beloved sam...

Raya Pictures 2008

2008-10-13T00:06:00.000-07:00

Raya 1st day & 2nd day...more to come

Puasa & Raya 2008

2008-09-23T00:32:00.000-07:00

It’s the 20th day of puasa and 10 days down before raya. I don’t feel the raya excitement yet maybe because for the past 2 years after my beloved grand dad left us, raya mean nothing to my family. We treasure puasa more. I use to remember before, every time it’s puasa time the next day, he will call us and greet us happy fasting, talk with us as he misses us so much and vice versa.

And tears run down when ever its raya, as he will call us on the night knowing tomorrow is raya, gosh the memories are to good to be forgotten easily. My mom will cry every time raya comes, I don’t know precisely what she feels inside her heart when she lost both of her parents and only have us now.

Our preparation is just simple nothing fancy. Just having our dinning hall and public toilet paint and have little decoration improvement in the living room. Oh ya, this year the theme:” Love the colour of life”.

My living room is coloured by Red & Yellow (a nice combination), toilet – orange, dining hall- blue and light yellow, and prayer room – white. The colours speak by itself and my family support us on colouring the walls with different colours. Our cutleries this year is “All White”

You know after that incident, I told and promise myself to take care of my parents no matter how no matter what. Like I use to tell my close friend, I would exchange my own life If I have to if that is the answer to make my parents happy.

If my grandparents are still alive today: - I want to tell them how much I love them both and how much I want them to be with me till the end of time. To be with everybody in my family till the end of time if possible.

I present my late grandpa & grandma with Al-Fatiah and May Allah place you both near to him, place you both in heaven, never put you near to hell, count your good deeds and forgive all your sins, Amin

To all of my friends who are reading this blog of mine, to all readers who are reading my story, I want to take the opportunity to wish you all:-

Thank you for your support and Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin, Kalau ada silap dan salah, norul minta maaf. Terkasar bahasa, kurang sopan tingkah laku, mohon maaf di pinta. Semoga raya tahun ini membawa kebahagian kepada semua. Selamat Hari Raya, datang tah ke Rumah during open hse nanti

Buy a house....

2008-09-23T00:27:00.000-07:00

During my leave, I was thinking back on my decision on buying a house. I didn’t realise the main reason why I want to buy the house in the first place. Eventually I want to buy the house is to help out my brother and my mom. I forget how it would impact me after that.

I was stucked with all the option I have in mind for which I can’t seams confident on choosing it. Then I rang up my guy fren, rizz whom give me a good feedback. As per him I need to see deeply in myself and ask myself do I really want this. He made me more confident in making my decision.

I’m scared of not able to handle the impact later on as buying a house is like making a commitment of brings to an end. Gosh… it’s never been easy for me to do all this.

It’s a good invest on buying a house when you are single, but hey people out there who are planning to do as I do, think back and see if you have extra cash out of buying the house better keep it as you would be needing it when you are ready to get married. Helping out family will always comes first on our priority list but then guys remember you have a life to carry on with your own family in the future.

If you are single and left with no saving at the end of the month and have difficulties in making payments every end of the month, so why should you torture yourself? Once mistake is made, I don’t think we can easily erase it. And yes it’s true, if we never make the mistake we will never learn and try to improve and try to avoid from making the same mistake.

Buying a house is the last thing I want to do in my list after I have achieve everything, well almost everything.

I use to remember before, at my age of 20 I plan I want to buy a car and finish paying it by 2008 and it did happen. I’m glad I did plan it before. Having good career, enjoy my life and want to improve my family’s way of living is the other items on my list that I want to fulfil. I’m not a superwomen but hey I’m trying to make it happen and yes partly I made it, I’m proud of myself.

Therefore I have decide on not buying the house for now and I think 5 years from now, then I will open back the chapter of buying house and see back to the past years, and ask a question to myself, did I make the right decision before? :-)

I miss my life.....

2008-09-23T00:24:00.000-07:00

I was watching this DVD for which it shows dancing scene. Perhaps it made me watch the same DVD for several night already especially on the dancing part. Gosh I really miss dancing.

With the busyness of work, I neglect my outside activities that I use to do.

Let’s list down what I use to do:-
Ø Update my blog
Ø Read my personal emails
Ø Attend dancing class
Ø Swimming
Ø Do regular check up with doctor
Ø Pamper myself at the SPA
Ø Travelling
Ø Lepak with my close friends
Ø Spend my time shopping
Ø Cooking

Wow I miss doing those things!

I’m too carried away with what I call work. I need to balance my work life, my life and time for being with my family.

Now that I’m single and attached to no one, therefore I have all the time in the world to do all those activities and I will keep on practising the same habit when I’m wit someone, become a mom one day and even when I’m a wife so that I would look good for my hubby and for myself.

Ladies keep up in looking good as it’s a plus point for us to keep our hubby attached with us 24-7 (kidding ladies )

Buying Stuffs for raya 08

2008-09-14T21:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went shopping wz my bro sam where we went buy items for the open hse, for hari preparation for my hse...very tiring la..went out to bndr by 1pm and back to home sweet home 20 mins before sungkai...

Good plan...
what we did:-
1) went baiduri bank Mall ambil duit(have to withdrawal)
2) went to (hmmm) apa ahh the name of the kedai yang d jangsak ahh
3) went to hua ho bunut shopping some stuffs
4) went buy sungkai d arab shop
5) went to kedai carpet to check what carpet to buy
6) drive home sweet home....

Wah tired sgt lang but enjoyed it..

But still i need to buy more ada lagi yang tertinggal...

Fasting Fasting....Puasa Puasa

2008-09-10T02:44:00.000-07:00

Its the 9th day of sungkai..and i have been fasting for 3 days as the remaining days i was having period..i miss puasa so much la.. and i have been sungkai outside for couple of days with my brother. I notice sungkai d brunei not that happening as before la..
the food ok la..but den i rather masak d rumah....

So far i have sungkai d luar d Orchid Garden:- Not bad la 7/10
Nasi Kandar Bunut :- 7/10

I have plan to sungkai wz my family...when ? im not sure when...

No matter what Puasa is the best month of all..I miss puasa so much...

On top of that i wanna sedekah kan alfatiah to my late grand pa, Hj Ahtan bin kasim & my late grand ma, Hjh Nora Bin Osman...Semoga roh mereka berdua di cucuri rahmat...Amin

Aku mau....

2008-09-10T01:10:00.000-07:00

A fren gave me this song...and i kind of fall in love wz the song...relax and what's important the lyric nice sgt...This song is from once - Aku Mau...

Enjoy the music as much as i enjoy it...And to my fren who gave me this song...tanx and i understand the lyric perfectly and i wud agree that love happen wz reasons....Tanx for the talk last night..our past will be alwz part of my memories.. :-)

Kau boleh acuhkan diriku
Dan anggap ku tak ada
Tapi takkan merubah
perasaankuKepadamu

Kuyakin pasti suatu saat
Semua kan terjadiKau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu
Apapun terjadiKujanjikan aku ada

Kau boleh jauhi diriku
Namun kupercayaKau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Aku yang rela terluka Untuk masa lalu

What shud i do?

2008-09-07T19:44:00.000-07:00

im confused now...what shud i do?I really dont know...
Gosh... im scared with my own self...im really scared if my heart will be shut again...
Do you eventually give me the chance or wat? what is the sign? URGH.....

Give me ways....

2008-09-04T01:17:00.000-07:00

Im kind of confused...my heart feels so heavy..my brain mcm jammed sudah..entah ahhh apa kah lagi...

I found the right hse but den i have few things to consider..I really wish i can handle all these..but den im sure i can handle all these or else Allah will not give me all this to be test to me...

What am i suppose to do? I need to buy hse, my siblings needs help wz $$ too... Im stucked... URGH...

Heart of Borneo Challenge.....

2008-08-25T03:42:00.000-07:00

Congrats to HSBC to organise such gd event. even though i wasn't part of the event but my uncle did and it was a great one...my uncle and his team are the last to cycle but then they are the top 4 to arrive...hehehe (if ikut competition sure menang one...) but then again they cycle as its their minat and niat to do it for charity..Well done Unclez.... Keep up the gd work...

Wat was i doing? well me and my bro sam drive from the back of them just in case their tyre go flat or they give up half way or something...

Well so far from KB all the way to Serasa they didn't give up...they managed to finish it as what they have planned....well done...

Well done HSBC.....

The Logo of the event

The back of the event...

One of the car that bringing spare bicycle

The marshals for the event

part of the participants that are joining

What have i been up to?

2008-08-20T22:12:00.000-07:00

Hi all so far i have been so so bz with work and meetings... my reports pun alum lagi ter buat2 ani wah..but then i need time to spare myself the time to do things for myself...

Im jealous others can spare time to go to spa..where i miss doing it la... i need to pamper myself to do dat...

I have lots of pictures to up load but den tunggu ya will be doing it soon hopefully by today... later la..

Till den kan buat keja sekajap..

Moving Stage - Part 1

2008-08-14T19:30:00.000-07:00

We officially moved to our new office on the 14th August 2008.
Now my office having 12 staffs...we were given new tables, new chairs (lawa chair nya),wireless desktop...and of course new staffs...Im happy having and seeing the new changes...
Lots to plan ahead and will continue updating later la....

Chow for now

Update:
Moving Part 1:-
Move Computers / Files

Thanks to:-
to my beloved staffs....Tanxs to Joe who have stay back and help out with carrying the heavy stuffs...tanx to Naz, Farisan who hv help out carry and connect all of our PC's, Tanx to Pg Izam who have closely monitor our move...Tanx to Pg Emran who have work closely wz all to get all things done...TANX ALL....

Mood of 7th Aug 08

2008-08-06T17:03:00.000-07:00

Mrng Mrng everyone that is reading my blog today...
Today's mood for me:-

Training Mood : 100% needs to concentrate
Report Mood: 100% not yet siap
Work Plan: 100% alum i stated down...kuang kuang...
Missing Mood: 100% i miss B...& who ever that i feel like missing
Holiday Mood: how i wish i can hv my leave now...but now i cant i cant...gegege...soon soon ehhh i cant wait...

Bah kan teach now sudah...see ya back later...

Mood for today - 5th August 08

2008-08-04T21:13:00.001-07:00

My Mood:-

Training :- Semangat
Work : - Banyak PENDING la
Report: 88% to finish
Meeting Mood: Aduhhhhhhh

Missing : i dont know...;-)

Mood for today - 5th August 08

2008-08-04T21:13:00.000-07:00

My Mood for 4th Aug 08

2008-08-04T03:41:00.001-07:00

My mood for now:- EXHAUSTED

Work mood:- TIRED
Report mood:- ALum Siap 60% baru siap
Other Work mood: 100% alum
Missing mood: 1001% i dont know to who...well only me saja yg tahu...

Training - DAY 1

2008-08-04T03:39:00.001-07:00

Tired sgt today ehhh sal nya i conduct d 1st day training in the AM for the 2nd group..wahh tired benar2....

The PM group was ok la jua...alai present and ket's support..
Well i was there to support jua..

Overall the class was ok...
Esok lagi...my class in the afternoon...2nd day 2nd group - PM

"Guys will stay to who can keep his mind on her only”

2008-08-04T03:35:00.000-07:00

A good friend of mine said to me the above word, “Guys will stay to who can keep his mind on her only”

From that second I realise things in a different ways. I said no before as I wasn’t ready and feel odd towards saying yes to him as he use to be my good friend’s guy. In other word I don’t want to lose him as my good friend.

Recently He told me that he’s leaving to India to attend his course there. Entah ah I feel like I will be missing him. I don’t understand why am I feeling like that.

For years my heart is shut and with his words he impresses by his mature ways. He improves over the years I would say.

I blew up a chance again I would say, he’s leaving soon. …

Gosh It’s been a while I haven’t felt like this, is this an illusion or real?

What am I suppose to say? Good luck bon voyage & take Good care or Take good care, I will miss you lots and remember me... Gee

Loves not Love...

2008-08-04T03:07:00.000-07:00

I wanna be the first one to say
That I really like you Feel some attraction
I wanna see you looking my way
All I wanna do is hold you
Because

Love's not love 'til you're mine,
oh, mineLove's not love 'til I feel your touch
I wanna be close to you and I want you so much
Love's not love until you're mine
Love's not love until you're mine

Yeah, yeah From the very moment we met
I know I would never wanna be away from you
Baby, after all that was said
All I wanna know is you want me, too

Love's not love 'til you're mine, oh, mine
Love's not love 'til I feel your touch
I wanna be close to you and I want you so much
Love's not love until you're mine
Love's not love until you're mine

More than ever it's true
Not ashamed to tell you
That my heart is crying
When you're walking alone
All you leave me sighing
And wondering, baby

Cari Cari Rumah

2008-08-01T18:19:00.000-07:00

Yesterday whole day friday, me & my bro sam cari rumah from morning till afternoon...liat rumah, naik k rumah, ckp dgn developer, ckp dgn bank..wow tired nya sgt2...but worth it...den what did i do...sal stress..i bought myself a very beautiful bed (to my eye la) ... as i wanna renovate my room...

On the going la now...

Why i wanna cari rumah?
Well i wanna have my own assets...if incase anything happen to me, i would have everything...
Good Work, car ( no more loan), no more loans to pay, a hse (which need to pay loan nya till i pension...<--- dats ok la)

D only thing i dont have is?
Someone who i can call BF, LOver, Love of my life...my HUbby...

Plan for the week....

2008-07-31T02:36:00.000-07:00

Plan for the week are:-
1) Clean my room
2) Facial...
3) Go saloon...
4) Do cooking - i miss cooking la...
5) Go fish market....

How i feel now?!

2008-07-30T22:23:00.000-07:00

Falling in love...heart broken...Left without saying gd bye.. being alone ... single ... no one wants u ... wow all these are the things that i hate to happen..

It hurts too much wz out love you know..
Few days back B msn & talk wz me after so long being quite...it was good to hear from him but then he is different from d old him... i miss the old him who shows his care so much to me...

How i feel now?
Missing him and our memories...

Tanx B

2008-07-29T03:14:00.000-07:00

U finally call & msg me...wow...i didnt believe it..really i didnt expect that u wud do such things again for me...i bet u miss me as how i miss u...
I was suprise the one thing that u said to me, reasons for the part which u gone all these while...
B not even a day i fail not to miss u...
I know its wrong but then my feelings are true and i know its for real..I do miss u i really do..

Hearing u is so so beautiful...i was so happy hearing from u...i miss it, i really do...

Ways to happiness

2008-07-29T02:58:00.000-07:00

I like this article where it indicated ways to happiness and i have select 12 of the best and will add more on the next edition...

1) Know that if u do not live within the scope of today, ur thoughts will be scattered, ur affairs will become confused and ur anxiety will increase.

2) Forget the past and all that it contained.

3) Do not be preoccupied with the future because the future is in the world of the unseen, do not let it bother you until it comes

4) Do not be shaken by criticism proportion to your worth, the level of people's criticism rises.

5) Have certain in faith in Allah the Al-mighty and perform good deeds, these are the ingredients that make up a good and happy life

6) If u desire peace, tranquility & comfort, u can find it all in the remembrance of Allah the almighty

7) U shud know with certainty that everything that happens occurs in accordance with the Divine decree

8) Do not except gratitude from any one

9) Train yourself to be prepared for the worst eventually

10) Perhaps what has happened is in your best interest, even though you may not comprehend how that can be so

11) Do not spread rumours and do not listen to them.

12) Work hard at somethings that is productive and cast off idleness

Happy Bday Feefy on the 16th July

2008-07-16T22:33:00.000-07:00

Happy Bday Feefy, May Allah will alwz bless you with more love, bday to celebrate ahead and stay cool babe..

Happy Bdy Feefy...Hope u like the suprise ya..

D ladies in SD..Alai & Afshah saja nda ada..*Alai UL & Afshah ada Project..*

Whole Team...Hope Feefy like it and will alwz remember her Old Team...

hpy bdy your majesty

2008-07-15T16:34:00.000-07:00

digarhayu your majesty...daulaut kebawah duli tuan patik..may Allah will pour u wz more years ahead,long life,happiness,being healty alwz..amin.

Its never been easy...

2008-07-13T21:42:00.000-07:00

Its never been easy, was suprise u mention its easy for me to let u go...gosh..
Never i been important in ur life before?! for me u were important

No matter what thanks and take care...
Miss u...

3rd Day of Training

2008-07-09T20:39:00.000-07:00

I start today's training day...where i teach PO/PV Clerks & Officers...very tiring but fun..i love training and trained ppl...its my dream to be a professional trainer in the future...i want to learn different techniques in handling training...

No matter what tanx u for those new trainers that been training the class for the past 3 days...U go Ladies...;-)

Training day 1

2008-07-07T20:18:00.000-07:00

The training day one was good la...lots of cooperation given by the STO and the officers...we had fun...Tanx to Alai actively helping out wz the class and sharon who have helped out in explaining on some of the pages that i dont understand...kuang kuang...but i will have to learn and able to explain to the rest nanti...

End of day 1 - Am baru...ptg ada lagi...
Mood now:- Sleepy and Tired la....

Nz304

Training Prep...

2008-07-07T20:13:00.001-07:00

Im at the training room now and the training is ok plg...
I need more sleep la, as last night i sleep kind of late as i was at the office upto 8pm guess wat doing wat?! sorting papers in the files as tersalah masuk kan papers...its my mistake as i by mistake tersalah print la the cover paper...kuang kuang...

But i wanna tanx to Mizah, Feefy who have given the full attention in preparing the files..I owe u a big time ladies...

Thanks to Alai, Afshah, Ira, Sharon, Siaw Wei & kety in sorting out the papers out...tanx for the help really appreciated..i really appreciated it...

Past is Past

2008-07-06T17:06:00.000-07:00

Well i have my own reason why i dont post his picture...we spend time together alot but one thing we dont do...take pictures together...for me that's not important..what's important my feelings towards him...its ok la its the past...

Normally we say : Past is history and try to forget the past...but for me... i wont forget the past but i will take the past as a lesson learn and remind myself not to make the same mistake again in the future....

Its the End...

2008-07-03T21:39:00.000-07:00

Its the end of our Love... u leave me with out saying gd bye even...i leave it to it is...mistake happen, u left...what else can i say..

I know its not easy for any of us..but for ur own happiness...im willing u hurt me and leave me just like that..our memories stays forever and if one day u happen to remember of me, just remember our memories...i dont have anything else but just "Memories of u & us"

I will not cry now but my heart is soo heavy...where it want to cry but the tears just cant go out..

Do keep ur promise yeah..."takdir yang temu kan kita & takdir jua yang pisah kan kita untuk kebaikan semua..."

Forgive me for everything...easy to say all these but its hard for me to take it...but i have too...U want to Let go right?! U wish come true... :..-(

I will alwz miss u & save the love & our memories in my heart...till d end of time..

Pasrah....

2008-07-02T22:23:00.000-07:00

Message for B:-
I have make silly mistake & i know i cant erase it... i know with that mistake, u will leave me..i can feel it..i dont know how else but u ever tell me..."if that mistake ever happen, u will leave me"...i dont know how should i feel but right now, i want to cry but i dont know how and over wat shud i cry...

I guess wat the mistake its easy for u to hate me & have reason to leave me...u being silent today and i cud understand that u are mad towards yourself & try to avoid me...i accept it..IF its not because of me, it will never happen...

i dont know how else can i tell u how much im sorry but i hope you wud read my blog and read how i feel here..

Im trying to be strong but i know i wud break down and cry so badly but im excepting the fact...

Do well in your up coming game my love..i know i wont be there to support u, or maybe u wont be calling me no more or see me no more...i wud understand..

Just for you to know, i will sure miss u so much...
Lemah fikiran, badan hun today to face all this...but hun "Pasrah".....

Sepi the Movie - Best Malay Movie in 2008

2008-06-29T22:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i watch Sepi Movie with my family...gosh this movie able to make me cry ...its so sad, touchy, romantic...its really connect to life man..u all shud look it...i wanna buy the dvd once it out...- A must see Movie...9/10

This calls for a celebration for such an amazing contribution to the local film industry!

"Sepi" is another one of Khabir Batia's brainchild that spins three stories with the same theme in common, loneliness. It is a film about the story of a chef named Adam (Afdlin Shauki) stuck in the singledom trying to find a wife, a shoe factory owner, Sufi (Tony Eusoff) who runs to recover from the loss of his wife due to an unexpected car crash, and there's Imaan (Baizura Kahar), a college girl and script writer for the theater who carries a strong memory of her past that should be left behind.

The first thing you'll find amazing in this film is the dramatic camera angles that make you feel that you're actually in the movie!

The cast? They are outstanding! You're probably familiar with Afdlin's loveable nature, and in this movie, you'll get the opportunity to see Nasha Aziz being zany and creepy and that helps to make the audience chuckle here and there. The cast really did a good job and the effort really shows throughout the entire film.

The feeling you'll get once you step out of the theatre is that you'll feel that its worth every penny and nanosecond you spent sitting in the comfortable seats of the cinema hall. You'll love the story line, the cast, the dreamy scenery, the soundtrack and you'll definitely love the director for doing such a good job that you will want to get out of the cinema and give him a pat in the back for making "Sepi" one of the best Malay movies ever, and most probably the best Malay movie of the year.

When i See u Smile - by Bad English

2008-06-29T22:00:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wonder how I'd ever make it through
Through this world without having you, I just
wouldn't have a clue 'Cos sometimes it seems like
this world's closing in on me And there's no way
of breaking free, and then I see you reach for me

Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in, I
wanna quit the fight And then I see you baby, and
everything's alright, everything's alright

When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh,
you know I can doanything When I see you smile, I
see a ray of light, oh oh I see it shining right
thru the rain When I see you smile, baby when Isee you smile at me

Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever
do What a touch of your hand can do, it's likenothing that I ever knew

And when the rain is falling, I don't feel it,
'cos you're here with me now And one look at you
baby, is all I'll ever need, it's all I'll everneed

When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh,
you know I can do anything When I see you smile, I
see a ray of light, oh oh I see it shining right
thru the rain When I see you smile, baby, baby
when I see you smile at me

Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in, I
wanna quit the fight Then one look at you baby,
and everything's alright, everything's alright Soright

When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh,you know I can doanything When I see you smile, I see a ray of light, oh oh I see it shining rightthru the rain, yeah When I see you smile, I canface the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything When I see you smile, oh yeah, baby when I see you smile, smile at me

* Should listen to this song...its a nice song after all...a fren give it to me... i will listen to this song when ever i feel down or having a fight....this song able to ease my worries away and make me smile back...

Azim's bday

2008-06-29T21:51:00.001-07:00

Hpy Bday Azim...May Allah will alwz bless you and we will never stop loving u till the end of time..

Birthday Date: 26th June

Mcm Bf Gf Tah plg...bukan ahh my nephew ne..he turn 13..but mcm besar ani wah...bah single ladies out there watch out for my beloved nephew ani..handsome kali ahhh..campuran cina & melayu...

Ops did we do dat!!

Me & Beloved Azim

Sam & I...behapa kami ani ah?! baru kan makan..pose dulu

Sam, Saiful, Me & Azim

Tanx for d kiss azim..haha terbalik...org bdy bagi kiss...* ia bagi kiss as i give him present la...

Azim and his close frens

Azim's Cake..Yummy from Sheraton

Azim's & d cina Family

Family Dinner...

2008-06-29T21:35:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday, my family and i had a family dinner at season centerpoint. Its been awhile we didnt had the gathering...it was fun la, full of laughter and the most enjoy person is my mom...suka benar ia...liat anak2 nya ada and 2 of our beloved nephew jua ada...it was a fun night la..

Happy Family

Happy Family alwz

Funny face after makan

My family....*my mom ambil food nda ia ada

Me & Aizat

Mizah's Celebration

2008-06-25T03:22:00.001-07:00

Me & d Bdy girl - Mizah...

My beloved Team

she got 2 bday cakes..kekeke

Hpy Bday Mizah

2008-06-25T02:46:00.001-07:00

Happy Bday to Mizah our Intern...May Allah will always bless you with more bday...stay cute ya....

U didnt call nor msg...

2008-06-24T21:04:00.000-07:00

Hi B...B nda call nda msg today...b forget me sudah ka?! o b masih marah?!hmmm sorry b...

Sorry B

2008-06-24T17:41:00.002-07:00

Im Sorry for my action...i know its wrong and i know i have hurt u B..sorry..;-( i was waiting for ur call and msg b..well i understand why u didnt call or msg lang...

Sorry B

My friday, SAturday & Sunday

2008-06-18T22:32:00.000-07:00

I have been working whole week last week and just recover from sick ....den trus training...aduhhh maaaaa...so esok friday..cant wait, i want to rest, sleep and sleep and do my work malam la...siang nya tido and liat dvd and rest... ptg nya baru tah buat work till malam den sleeppppppp....zzzzzz

Plan for my ROOM

2008-06-18T21:48:00.000-07:00

my hot "PLAN":-

1) Paint my room
2) buy a new bed
3) buy a new shoe rack
4) buy another cupboard
5) remove the study table or move it around
6) buy new curtain
7) fix my toilet lamp
8) buy 2 box for keeping my stuffs...hahaha...my begs la especially....

Cleaning up...

2008-06-18T21:41:00.001-07:00

Last tuesday when i came back from hospital *d details later baru ceta*, i decide to clean up my room...and i did!!! my oh my...i've 2 big black plastic bag full of un-used baju, pants, begs, shoes saja alum i cari...wah ... over the years i have lots of them and never know that i have them...or in other words "nda muat or nda lawa!!" 50% - 50% la..kuang kuang...

My next plan for cleaning my room will be on my handbags & shoes & baju baju la...
my next cleaning up session will be tommorrow....fuhhh....

what have i bought lately?

2008-06-18T21:41:00.000-07:00

How i feel....

2008-06-16T03:54:00.000-07:00

"rupa nya d dreams are true..."Gosh...a happy start sure ends jua...no matter what...My oh My..
I feel so so sad talking wz b today, i feel like its going to end dat soon...
Im damn tired but all that tiredness hilang after hearing the story from b today...when i write this blog, my tears run down...

I'm speechless...:-(

Project Management Training over the weekend

2008-06-14T06:16:00.000-07:00

Hi all,
i have recover from sick and guess wat i dont have any weekend...as i have to attend 3 days training at Orchid Garden on Project Managment Training...

What do i think of the training?
Well its very very good and its very high level and something new and i really like it and want to learn more and try to apply to my daily work...will plan better and make the best project plan ever...ahahhahahha

What is my expectation after the training?
Well able to apply it and use the tools in the project managment...i know i can do...

Bah esok lagi i update abt the training...Now im having dinner at Tandoor restaurant...
I had buffeet...it cost us $23.00 per person...the food not bad la..i belanja all my siblings...

Chow for now kan balik...Miss updating my blog la and havent check my mails....soon back to work on monday...URGH im tired sgt...esok kan massage,. cant wait!!!!!

Fever...Batok...All la over the weekend

2008-06-08T22:29:00.000-07:00

It all start with sort throat. I mention it to my bro sam, as asked how to cure this kind of sickness? He reply “Makan Ice Cream, baik tu!”

Wow it sound so yummy, therefore that Thursday afternoon i ask him to bring me to Jollibee and he bought me a cup of chocolate Ice Cream. I makan la half of it and expect the sort throat will go away. Yeah right, that Thursday morning, i was coughing nonstop and my whole body was weak. Gee i was attacked by Demam.

This month i suffer dry sort throat and running nose for almost 4 nights. I didn’t sleep well because of the cough. Saturday i didn’t go to work sal nya too weak. I even went to 2 different doctors and i would say Dr Lee gave me good medicine and i recover so quickly. I went see him on Saturday afternoon and by Sunday noon, hey i’m feeling better.

What activities that i do over the weekend?
Stay in bed, watch 3 different DVD & do my work during the evening time la.

What i miss doing?
On the 7th June was my close friend birthday; i went to her house and sent her gift. The mother was asking how come I don’t stop by to her house any more, Alamak! Hehehe

Nanti tah i go there again.

To Iza: Happy Birthday Babe, Hope you like the present. Lawa kali ah, i like it.

More Pictures...Mix of d KK & Before fly k KK

2008-06-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

one of the friday before we fly k KK...Lunch D Pizza Hut..

Lapar tapi sempat pose..hehe

Before take off...KK here i come..

Afshah & Me

Nyaman Nie...Mushroom...u shud try...

My Beloved Team

All d ladies @ pizza hut..liat yg d belakang ah...mahu tah jua ia ikut

We again..hehehe

d day we at the beach barbecaue... lawa d sun set la..

DJputera..our Dj dat day

2 org ladies yang sedang menunggu taksi..hahaha

Kathy,Alai & Ira

Hal & Afshah

Hal, Alai, Me & Putera

Mood for today, 5th June 08

2008-06-04T21:12:00.000-07:00

Self Mood: SICK
Sleeping Mood: 100.1% Sleepy
Happy Mood: so So SO.....
Travelling MooD: NEXT plan to Labuan den maybe KL end of the year
Missing Mood: 100%...i miss my baby..all other baby that i know

KK Trip

2008-06-03T22:09:00.000-07:00

Hi All,I came back in 1 piece from KK on the 2nd June and left 1000 memories there and sure for first timer being there, i was amazed with KK. On how KK develop and growing..i can say there are way better to be compare with Miri... *that just my tot la*Lots of places to shop, visit but then with our very tight schedule therefore we just spend most of our time shopping, clubbing and relaxing...kekeke

Enjoy our pictures...loads more to upload later...

Kety & Alai...posing in the room

Hal enjoying her coffee

Hal & Afshah lepak d kopitiam d Warisan Square

Of my...look at our begs...datang 8 saja balik liat lah..alum lagi nie...

Me posing before waiting for our transport to datang to bring us to beringgis

Live 8, live band...a band which was playing at senigan club @ Hyyat Hotel..Cool la the way d play...

This is live 9...hahaha

Me @ kopitiam

Me @ Starbucks

Alai & Hal before depart to KK (IN brunei la in short)

Me & Hal @ kopitiam

Me & Afshah @ kopitiam

The name of the street "Jln Padas" where burger king is situated

Crab dish one of the seafood dish they had

D Kg Ayer at KK

D ladies at Beringgis Resort...

Before check out from Beverly Hotel @ 1

Before check out from Beverly Hotel @ 2

We ladies at burger king having lunch on our final day before depart to beringgis..

My bubur wen i eat during i just recover from sick...makan d kopitiam..nyaman

Look burger King foodsssss...sluuurrrppp

Alai @ Afshah Brunei Airport

Hal & Alai before we kan Club

US the whole Gang....

Hal & Afshah at one of the stall...hehehe

At the end, we all enjoy our trip just that i miss the fun on the night they had seafood dinner... i was having gatal2 on my face i dont know how did it happen. Tanx to Kety & her BF who took me to the clinic.... To the rest of the gang, SORRY guys...No matter what i enjoy the trip so much and wish to go for another trip...where to? well lets plan again..hahaha

What am i thinking right now?

2008-05-28T21:44:00.000-07:00

What m i thinking right now?
Bed, My Baby Boo, relax at home read my book, drink my juice & enjoy my beloved bed

June Activity

2008-05-28T21:24:00.000-07:00

The trip to KK is a trip to relax and release stress, stop thinking abt work and all the reports and project that i need to do...wow that's alot..for long i have dream this trip and it finally happen...but before i fly, i have to prepare lots of report and stand by those report for me to finish by the time i came back from KK...

By the time i come back from KK, my schedule are tight...i need to prepare this and that..aduh ma..bila boleh i rest again?! but i plan to go Labuan end of JUne to rEst over The WeEk End wZ QaQa
Plan for June:-
Dancing Class :- 4 x for june
Swimming:- 4 x for june
Spa:- twice a month
Facial:- once a month
Shopping :- entah la nak...liat la
Future Trip: Labuan end of June, InsAllah

The Surrendered Single

2008-05-28T21:21:00.000-07:00

Currently im reading a book name "The Surrendered Single"
A book about a practical guide to attracting and marrying the right man for you....Need to add in with practise la..
There are 295 pages altogether and i have been reading up to page 85 only...wah long way to go..its a nice book after all... will keep on update on the status of this reading activity of mine

My question, how abt u???

2008-05-28T21:10:00.000-07:00

I was reading the an article on personal belonging

1) What important items that you must have in your handbags or you must bring always?
For me:- Water, My Medicine, wallet, & HP

2) How often do you shop in Brunei?
Buy what you need not what you want. Shopping is not a must for me.

3) Are you particular kind of person when choosing where to shop?
Yes. I like to compare price. Why should i spend a dollar for a tin of milk in Tutong where i can get slightly cheaper in Bandar. Let’s do a simple math; If i have to buy 10 tin of milk, 10 x BND1.00 per tin = BND10.00. Mean while in Bandar, price of a tin milk = BND0.70 cents, 10 tin of milk X 0.70cents = BND7.00. I save BND3.00
So which place do you think i should buy now, Bandar or Tutong?

4) What are the items that you normal buy every month?
My toiletries ( Shampoo, Body soap, tooth paste, panty liner, Pad, baby powder, cotton bud, toilet cleaning equipment, air freshener... etc)

5) How much do you normal spend?
Depends, ranging of 100 – 200

6) How much out of you salary you save?
200 – 300

7) How much do you spend on food every month?
What a good question. BND 100 at least

My Mood for 29th April

2008-05-28T20:54:00.001-07:00

My mood for today:-
Working Mood : 100.1% kan sleep...but bnyk keja have to finish
Flying Mood: now alum ada..sal nya worry sal keja bnyk kan d buat...
Money Status: Ok masih...hehhe next month entah...
KK Mood: so so...alum terasa esok kali...
Missing Mood: I miss my baby Boo lots...

A day at the beach...

2008-05-28T20:45:00.000-07:00

Last sunday, 25th May (Pay day) my office had a last minute gathering at the beach...a 24hrs plan but menjadi la...nda semua datang but ok la we all had fun..we were there since 8am till 6.30pm..seronok nya...see some of the pictures taken below....soon we will organised another one, cant wait....

One of the hut

Maya & Haris playing...

One of the game

D boys figure out cana kan make this game work

Our BOSS in COoking Competiton

DJ Putera...keep it spinning babe

limbo rock kah or limbo pull?!

d camera lady...caryn

musical chair game

Kabusssssss...bobby jatuh and caryn kena....

Message for B, 19th may

2008-05-18T23:17:00.000-07:00

Read the lyric brown eyes atu...its for u baby from destine child...Brown Eyes...

Message for B, 19th may

2008-05-18T22:47:00.000-07:00

Hi B..
I know we wont have the time to spend more soon...i wud miss u more...gosh...less time in msn, less time msg and less time on the phone too..but its ok i wud understand..
B u know wat i cry wen i miss u..last nite wen we were talking on the phone, i was crying while hearing u sing, laugh and talk wz me..i really miss you..Feeling sad too...i feel u are far away from me b..

I cant wait to spend time wz u this wednesday...i cant wait...i miss u b..i really do..

Brown Eyes

2008-05-18T22:32:00.000-07:00

Remember the first day when I saw your face? Remember the first day when you smiled at me? You stepped to me, and then you said to me, I was the woman you dreamed about.
Remember the first day when you called my house?
Remember the first day when you took me out?
We had butterflies although we tried to hide it, And we both had a beautiful night.

The way we held each other's hand
The way we talked, the way we laughed,
It felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one ooh oh oooh

I know that he loves me, cause he told me so
I know that he loves me, cause his feelings show
When he stares at me, you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
And he's missing me, if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed?
Remember the first day we had an arguement? We apologized, and then we compromised
And we haven't argued since
Remember the first day we stopped playing games? Remember the first day you fell in love with me? It felt so good for you to say those words Cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each other's hand
The way we talked, the way we laughed
It felt soo good to fall in love And I knew right then and there you were the one
ooh oh ohhwoah

I know that he loves me, cause he told me so
I know that he loves me, cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
And he's missing me, if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul.

I'm so happy, so happy that you're in my life
And baby now that you're a part of me You showed me,
Showed me the true meaning of love (the true meaning of love)
And I know he loves me

I know that he loves me, cause he told me so
I know that he loves me, cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
And he's missing me, if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul
He looks at me and his brown eyes... Tell his soul

Miri trip on d 18th May

2008-05-18T22:28:00.000-07:00

I went miri on the 18th May..just me & my bro Sam...Enjoying the sunday there. eventually main reason going there is to change money...as the rate change was MYR 235 = BND100...besar kan pertukaran nya...hehehe

But i wasnt feeling well when i went there...i had a headace, 1st day of period and feel so hot..
I arrive Miri by 10.30am and left miri by 2pm and arrive home sweet home by 4.30pm

On my way back i vomit 5 times...baru tah hilang sakit pala..teruk kan?!
Oh well yang penting sudah buat apa yang d rancang..

Next KK..

Karaoke Night 17th May

2008-05-18T22:23:00.000-07:00

"....I want to sing more..."dats the word my lil nephew said to me dat night..
D ladies [ Alai, kety, hal, afshah & me] spend time together on the 17th May sat nite at the karaoke centre...lama sudah kan karaoke baru tah buat...

Hey ladies, lets do it again nanti...i really had fun that night.. A way to release stress...kuang kuang...next KK here i come...Clubbing time....YES & SHOPPING...

Mood for today, 17th May

2008-05-17T03:10:00.000-07:00

My 17th may Mood

Work: TIRED 100.1%
Report : Alum Start
Missing Mood : 100.100%
Im very tired as i have been working on friday doing interview...tired sgt la...sampai nda terlayan my Baby...sorrY BabY...

What i neEd: REST....Spend Time In Bed More...Spend Time wZ my Baby if Can La..If Not wat can i SAy...

Chow dulu kan Karaoke now...see ya

Mood for today,12th May

2008-05-11T22:29:00.000-07:00

My mood for today:-
Work: will be BZ d whole week and i guess till next week
MIB (Meeting inda beranti): whole week penuh
Missing my baby: 100.100% - baby do u miss me?!

Message for my Baby Boo

2008-05-09T00:20:00.000-07:00

Hi B..
Hows d game?hope u had fun....
B i miss u...
Missing Mood: 100.2%..

Changing of Plan to Stay

2008-05-09T00:17:00.000-07:00

Gee... we changed place to stay..instead of Beverly Hotel, i changed to King park Hotel... Its kind of scary staying d Beverly Hotel...i was reviewing the comments in the Internet where one of the visitors lost his passport and some of his stuffs been stolen...damn, isnt dat scary or wat...

Flying Mood: 80%..cant wait ehhhhhhh.....
Missing my Baby Boo: 101.1%....hehehe...

Mood for today, 9th May 08

2008-05-08T19:53:00.000-07:00

Hi ppl,

m at work now...need to finish my KPI task...
Date line : Gee Tommorrow... 10th May

Work Mood: 100% - done my research and understand better on what to do and focus
Missing Mood: 101% - Miss u B
Concentration to work : 100%
Concentrate to life: 100% - tanx b, i know how to deal wz my life in better way by treasure every single minute being wz u and when the time u let me go...i will be ready by den...
Report : 0% - hehehe alum siap wahhhhhh

Msg for B: Tanx for the 2nd chance given and i understand its hard for u but then i will be ready when its time to let go baby....Love u for dat...and miss u

Mood for today, 8th May

2008-05-07T20:13:00.000-07:00

My mood for today:-
Work : i cant concentrate today
Missing : i miss him lots
Timing to go: im counting down the time when im ready to let u go (*which i hate to do it)
Report to do: LOTS - 100%
Concentration level : 2

Today my tears run down and i cant explain how i wud feel when been told "dont call me no more" by someone who u care so much..Tuhan saja tahu

B i bet u wud be distance apart from me soon... u wud place the gap btwn us soon i guess..like how the song goes " Pertemuan yang tak disangka, perpisahan talian cinta ini ,Terjalin ikatan mesra Walau hanya seketika Bagiku sungguh bermakna "

Message for B

2008-05-07T20:08:00.000-07:00

B
It’s not that easy for me now to let you go, please give me time to do so. Slowly I promise you, I will pack and go when its time. When you told me the word “don’t call me no more & forget b”, my heart crash, tears dropped straight away!

B I know where I stand and I know who I am. You teach me a lot about life and reality. I envy you for fighting hard for the best for your life.

Like I said b, even a little love you gave me, I treasury it with my life.

Thank you for showing me the right path in life, I'm proud of you B.

B can I request one thing from you?
When its time for me to go, can you say you hate me…

Please forgive me for doing all this as honestly i cant take the heart broken just all in a sudden as i might be scared my heart will shut closely and tightly straight away and dont want to give myself the chance no more.. I hope b understand what hun meant..

Mood for today, 7th May 08

2008-05-06T22:13:00.000-07:00

Mood for today:-
Work : so far so Good...Bnyk Report to run
Report : Bnyk Nya....
Missing : I miss my Baby So muCh.....

KK Vacation

2008-05-06T03:42:00.001-07:00

Beringis Resort...where i will stay...tu d room we all are going to stay..

We 1st plan to stay in this hse but den far from the swimming pool

One of the room...Darma wing i gues..

The Map to Beringgis resort..

The Map to KK.. i need to bring this..

Yes i finally able to arrange my leave to fly to KK...

Date of departure: 30th May / Friday

Time of departure: 9.20pm

Date of arrival : 2nd June / Monday

Time of arrival: 6pm

Hotel i stay: Beverly Hotel & Beringis Resort

There will be 7 of us flying to KK...finally what we have planned for months happened...YES!!!!

Sure i will be having lots of fun being there with d girls...

Plan in KK:-

1) Shopping

2) See how KK looks like *my 1st time there

3) Enjoy d night life

4) Enjoy the quality time wz d girls

5) create great memories in KK

Who i will miss the most: My Baby.., My Bed.... My bantal... My home sweet home & my family ..*adeh!!*

Message for My B for today 6th May

2008-05-05T22:54:00.000-07:00

Baby i miss u so much.....
Tanx for all the time spend with me and miss me so much all this time...
I wud treasure all the time that we have spend and remember it till the end of the time...
Jgn tah marah2 ani deh... i will alwz remember u and miss u lotsssssss...from Brunei to State la..

My 29th Bday....

2008-05-05T22:53:00.000-07:00

My 29th bday is one of the best bday surprise celebration ever...
on the 30th April was a Wednesday...(* how i wish it was a weekend)...

Morning of my bday & 1st person who sing & greet me in the mrng:-
My baby boo sing me a bday song..* Tanx B,tanx for time spend wz me baby..Muahhhzzz

Believe it or not..on my bday i have to take my blood test...*gee on my bday lagi tu*Night b4 my bday i've to fast b4 do d blood test
Time puasa : 8pm - 10.30am

I was at the hspt at 9am den tot terus dapat ambil darah, den the nurse say CANNOT..Alamak..she said wait till 10.30am sal my blood need to be send to SGP..Damn..
So i decide to check my teeth..Dentist check up la...to wait for my turn wasnt dat long sgt as d time dat time was only 9ish..

I swtich on my MSN from my HP den kan...sedih sedih : my team nda greet my bday...Y?! i wonder..

After semua nya siap, so i drive myself to bndr heading to office.
D office lagi tia..sunyi ani wah..expect kena bagi surprise party but den NADA..

Ptg of my bday i attend a meeting at MOH...WAT a DAY!!!

i told myself... no body remember my bday..its ok..
Tanx to my baby who spend all night of my bday, celebrating wz me..B tanx so much from the bottom of my heart....muahhhzzzz

1st May 2008
Half day leave in the mrng...so ptg baru keja..

Once i arrive d office i was called by my boss and we had a small discussion abt a training course..den one of my colleague called me saying der was an URGENT call from one of the director.. So i told my boss i need to take dat call..den she said "Yeah u Shud!" den i walk back to my office

when i open my office door, i saw my office was dark * nada karen kali i said to myself, damn!"
1st step to the unit, dey all start to sing Hpy Bdy song...Alamak..wat a surprise..i didn't expect they will do all this for me...and the best part is they made a video abt me and its for me..hehehe

Tanx for the video my beloved SD TEAM...
Special Tanx to Cyrus, Afshah, Alai (yang cute d cakes) Katy (help organised a mini party), adi (who made the video), Joe and lina...

I said to them " i tot u all forgot my bday"...i feel so happy

To mummy arpah, hope u like the surprise party...Happy Belated Bday Mummy...

Mood for today, 30th APRIL

2008-04-30T01:46:00.000-07:00

Working Mood: Ok OK La
Meeting MooD: MIB (Meeting Nda Beranti)
Report MoOd: Alum Siap Nak
LePak MooD: Soon Soon
$$ MoOD: Kan KapIHHHHHHHH

Happy Bday to Me

2008-04-30T01:30:00.000-07:00

Happy Bdy to Me..Hpy Bdy 2 Me..Hpy Bdy 2 MySeLF..Hpy Bdy 2 Me...
Tanx to all yang give me greetings, Gifts & email on my bday...

Sendu Di Hatimu, Rindu Di Jiwaku

2008-04-27T22:53:00.000-07:00

Takdir yang menentukan
Pertemuan yang tak disangka
Takdir jua menentukan perpisahan
Di talian cinta ini
Terjalin ikatan mesra
Walau hanya seketika
Bagiku sungguh bermakna

Masih terkenang lagi
Kepadamu insan misteri
Yang sudi bertamu di hati
Tersentuh hatiku ini
Rasa ingin bersamu
Menyapusi airmata
Menghilangkan rasa sendu di hati

Setiap malam kutunggu panggilan mu
Resah hati ku menanti
Walaupun sehari tak kudengar suaramu
Hati rindu
Kuterasa dunia ini bagai terhenti

Aku tahu kau rindukan aku
Belaian kasih mesra untuk mu
Tak sempat lagi
Kita bersua bermesra
Kau telah pergi jauh
Terlerai genggaman mawar
Dari tanganku

Masih terkenang lagi
Kepadamu insan misteri
Yang sudi bertamu di hati
Tersentuh hatiku
Rasa ingin bersamu
Menyapusi airmata
Menghilangkan rasa sendu di hati

My Mood for 24th April

2008-04-23T22:47:00.001-07:00

Today is 24th April, 6 days before my BdaY..

My Mood Today: SLeePy
Money MoOd: KAPIHHHHHH
Missing MooD: I miss someone but who ah?! i dont know, kesian Me
BdY MoOD: so so La..nda jua berapa...
WoRk MooD: 60% saja...nda berapa active this week

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2008-04-16T23:12:00.001-07:00

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Mood for today, 16th April

2008-04-16T02:23:00.001-07:00

Mood : 8/10...ok ok la

$$ Mood: KAPIH Still

Work Mood: 2 report siap today but the rest as usual ...PENDING....

Meeting Mood: TIRED nya ... too many MIB (Meeting Inda beranti)

Interview Mood: I interview 2 today and well ok la... hope they get the job here...

End...

Pictures during Pajamas Nite 2008...P.S.I Love U

2008-04-16T02:14:00.000-07:00

org org kuat yang organise...heheh

Bag in the cinema b4 movie start

control ayu la kata kan org2 office

Time to sleep ppl..hahaha

Cute kan this picture?!

1st Action ....

Bobby and the wife (back view)

Cyrus and the bro..clyde...(back view again)

D boys...

all d handsome boys in my office (part of them)

Anak Pg, and intern at my office ...c Bad

Sapa yang lawa antara semua?

Action 2.....

Final Action....

Mood for today, 14th April

2008-04-14T02:33:00.000-07:00

My Mood for today : 2.5 ... my back is killing me la..
Biasa la 1st day of Period...gee....

My work status: half done...

Report Status: 1 report finish, lots to go...

Counting down the days: 16 days to go before my BDAY...

Money Status : KAPIH nak 80% KAPIH...

Al-fatiah & Condolence to Dk Hjh Zarina Bte Pg Hj Zainal’s family

2008-04-14T02:29:00.000-07:00

Last Friday i received a call from Zarina at around 7.30am. She sound normal and out of the blue i didn’t believe that she call. It was to my surprise hearing it from her when she said “norul kan beritahu bapa meninggal tadi subuh” Ya Allah i was really shocked. I can feel the lost and it remind me the same situation when i call her and told her that my grandpa passes away and 2 of my siblings and my nephew involved in the accident. She cried... Ya Allah i was stunned

Who is Zarina to me? She is my brother Zairy’s fiancée, my future sister in law.

After hearing the news i straight away informed my parents, call all my siblings. My parents was surprised and even my mom did ask me “benar kah?”

How would i play around with such news! My mom cried when talked to my 2nd brother zairy, when she informed the lost of zarina’s father. It reminds her of her own dad, my late grandpa.

Zarina’s fathers pass away because of heart Stroke. The last time i meet him was during Hari Raya 2007. Very unfortunate he tak sempat liat her last daughter getting married insAllah by end of this year. Well its Allah’s promise to take every one’s life when its time. Therefore don’t take your life for granted and remember to do good things and balance life with “dunia and akhirat”

To Zarina & family, deepest sorry from my family to your family. Al-fatiah

Pajamas look

2008-04-14T02:28:00.000-07:00

At the movie....Look at US...wah mcm d rumah ani wah...

Pyjamas Movie night out to watch: - P.S I LOvE YoU

2008-04-14T02:24:00.000-07:00

Pyjamas Movie night out was a success. My company bought 100 tickets for charity purpose and give the movie tickets to the staffs to watch. At first i didn’t want to go as i suppose to attend a function at KB but then due to the strong willing to help out for making the night a success night therefore i changed my mind and dress up. Gosh...i went to the cinema with my brother, Sam and if you at him dress up, Alamak..he can win the price you know!!

i was laughing to myself and even didn’t believe that i’m doing all this. Never ever in my life i brought my elephant teddy bear along to the cinema, used my Barney’s bed slipper, user my hello kitty pyjamas to a prestige cinema, The Empire Cinema. Percaya kah anda?!

With the support of my colleagues the event was great. I can see lots of people use colourful outfits, different ways of using it. Luckily i didn’t saw anyone use their boxer only to empire, which i normally do it at home :-)

Most of my office mates mention that the story was rate 1. But then it touches my heart watching it, teach me the meaning of appreciating the past, connect it to the future and never be afraid of ourselves. I cried along the story. I wonder would there be anyone does such thing? I would

The movie remind me of my X who pass away. I miss him and still love him. I know he’s not around me anymore but i keep OUR memories deep at a special place in my heart. Khairol Nizam I LoVe U... – Al- Fatiah

How am i today?!

2008-04-09T21:47:00.000-07:00

Today's Mood:-
6 3/4 ... haha..

Today i feel mcm tired la...i feel im not productive la these week and lets just say Month..i dont know why la.. i really need a Break..im planning to take leave on the 26th April and 1/2 day on my bday... what shud i do on dat day ah? Pampering myself i guess..shopping and going to the SPA or apa baik ahh...Just rest at home...haha on my bday?!

Oh may i nearly forget on my bday itself i have to go to the hospital and do blood test...damn...keke apa la nurse atu...nda apa a new way to celebrate my day...ambil darah...

Sudah tah dulu ahh i need to do my work now ok...chow ppl....:-(